Poem

Let the world judge Nobody knows me as a person, Yet they judge me with eyes so certain, Assuming my story without a clue, Painting a picture that isn't true. They see me in a momentary glance, But miss the nuances of life's dance, The struggles and joys that make me whole, And the stories that have shaped my soul. They judge me by the clothes I wear, The color of my skin, or the style of my hair, And miss the depth of my character within, The kindness, compassion, and strength therein. But I won't let their judgment bring me down, I'll stand tall and wear my crown, For I know who I am and what I can be, And that's all that matters truly to me. So let them judge and cast their stones, For I know I am more than flesh and bones, And as I move forward with each passing day, I'll prove them wrong in every way. Saniya khan

listen listen when it's raining as the water hits the ground and you'll hear a million secrets that are hidden in that sound the pitter patter raindrops hold the whispered words inside of the people who have shared them with the velvet midnight sky the drops that pound the pavement spill out anger loud and harsh they're the words and thoughts of people who have cried out to the stars the rain that adds to oceans and their vast capacious flow is the grief of people holding on for fear of letting go the waters flooding cities overwhelming homes and towns are the silent words of suffering entrusted to the clouds and when the clouds are heavy, when our feelings fill the sky, when our thoughts are too oppressive then the Earth begins to cry so listen when it's raining if you're quiet then you'll hear all the secrets and emotions that are muffled by Earth's tears

Maybe one day~~ May be one day, shadows will dance, Whispering secrets in a fleeting trance. Stars will rewrite stories in night, Painting dream with ethereal light. Silent river may speak of time, Carving tales in a rhyhmic rhyme. Mountains, stoic, will share their grace, Echoing wisdom in nature's embrace. Perhaps one day, the wind will sigh, Carrying hopes that never says goodbye. In the tapestey of existence, threads align, Weaving a saga, both yours and mine. Through the mosaic of moment, we find, A profound meaning in the fabric of time. Lastly one day, the universe will softly say, Life is a poem, unfolding every day.

I wish I was in a coma, not dead, just gone, In a dreamlike slumber, where life still shone. A peaceful refuge from the world's harsh song, Where I'd rest, not vanished, just withdrawn. In that silent realm, no pain to bear, With closed eyes, I'd escape the world's despair. A tranquil pause, a temporary reprieve, From the chaos of life, I'd take my leave. But coma's not escape, it's a distant shore, A place where dreams and reality blend, and more. In this liminal space, I'd softly tread, Between the living and dreams, a realm to thread. Yet, I choose to stay awake, life's joys to find, In every moment, the love that binds. For the world may be tough, and troubles spread, But I'll embrace the journey, not the coma's bed.

if i were to disappear if i were to disappear, nobody would notice. maybe like 2 people would but nobody else. but that's the thing. everybody would act as if they did. people are weird like that, they don't care about you until something happens. they will say "oh i loved her" but never spoke to me. people will grieve what they didn't know, and what they never gave time to learn. but would they even grieve my loss? would i just be forgotten in history along with many others before me? if i were to disappear, would people attended my funeral, would they care enough to see me in my last moments before i become one with the earth. or will they "forget the date"? i'll never find out the answer to my wonders. unless i fake it. the thought of faking my own death and running away to start a new life is a thought i will forever have. an idea that will sit in the back of my mind as a last resort. if it ever comes down to that, just know i'll never forget the life i had lived with you.

SOMEONE It gets so hard to pretend at times, doesn't it? When you know you're tired of saying that you're doing just great and enjoying your life, and telling everyone that you don't need anyone anymore. You've closed all the doors which might lead someone into your life. Yes, you have your own reasons for doing that. But deep down inside you also crave for that one person to be there who knows what you're going through, who ask you about your day. Someone whom you can run into without having second thoughts. Someone who will be there for you. Someone who knows what love means to you. Someone who knows you are worth it all no matter what anyone else says about you. Someone who put efforts to make it all happen. ~ Perfect Stranger

"your not allowed to be tired, you're young." i put up with kids nowadays that have no filter and don't care about your feelings. people will say anything that mildly changes about you, the judging is nonstop. teachers could care less about your life outside of school, they dump homework on you but don't call it homework: "unfinished", you gave us 5 minutes. friends constantly change, you don't even want to participate in a conversation because it'll all end by Friday. your parents expect you to be energetic at such a young age, but "13 is the new 16 these days" they say. parents sign you up for sports to stay active when in reality your tired of it all. they say we stay in our bed all day, but they raised us. they gave us phones. they taught us. they made us who we are. then they blame us. we stay in our bed because we're scared to grow up but want to be mature enough where adults will actually see something in us. we stay in bed because we're to insecure on wether that friend actually likes us or not. we stay in bed because its the only thing we know how to do. our parents turn to alcohol and letting us spend money, "we give you everything, be grateful." because thats all they know how to do. give give give. never be there, take responsibility. no wonder we're stuck in our rooms.

Dear me: I am sorry. I'm sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others, when your own hands were shaking. I'm sorry that I didn't give you enough time to heal, that I let you seal the wounds of everyone else whilst your own we're bleeding. I'm sorry that there were days when smiling hurt but you forced yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry about you. I'm sorry that you gave all of your time and effort to people that didn't give the same back. I'm sorry that there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why. And I am so sorry that I did not love you, like you deserved to be loved. -Letter to myself

read this when your sad let it out. go ahead. you don't deserve what's happening to you, but that doesn't mean you should stop being nice. you can find joy in spreading it to others, and while some may find it fun to bring you down, it's slowly destroying their soul. talk to god. only he knows what your going through, no one else can really help you except for him. take a shower. listen to happy music, not sad music. jam out. read a book, take a break from your phone. write a to-do list. doodle. write in your bullet journal. cry into someone's arms. you got this. you're going to be okay, and in a year, it won't matter as long as you learn to get yourself back together. you have a lot of people in your life who love you <3

self improvement: everyone has flaws because no human will ever be perfect. and at the end of the day the only one that can improve you is YOU. you make the change. you take the risks. when it comes down to it no one else can do those things for you. the hard part about improving yourself is that it takes time. most valuable things take time. think about it like this... when you plant a seed it takes time to sprout so you give it the proper supplies in order for it to sprout at some point, like water and sunlight but at the end of the day you know at some point the plant will sprout, same thing with real life. we start by "planting a seed" or starting the change and then we give ourselves the things we need to help us grow like patience, perspective, perseverance, etc. and as time passes we continue to grow "roots" or a foundation for our growth and in the end we do eventually sprout. change doesn't happen overnight. it's never going to be easy. one of the hardest things in life is pointing out your own flaws to yourself and trying to improve them. you will struggle to fix it. you have to expect yourself to fall a couple times before you eventually succeed! being human is not being perfect which is always something to keep in mind. but do the best you can to be the best you can. and do it for yourself. there will be people in the world that just don't like things about you but that's reality. do it because you want to. don't do it for them.

Choose Today, I choose to be happy. I choose to let go. I choose to be myself. To love myself. To cherish myself. Today, I choose to let go of the people whose company is toxic to my peace of mind. Today, I choose to be free. I choose to liberate my soul from the aches it's been through. Today, I choose to stay away from closed doors. I choose not to craft a wall around my heart. I choose to decorate it with the lessons I've learned. I choose to paint it with respect and confi- dence. Today, I choose to forgive myself. For being too much of myself. For allowing myself to hurt myself. Today, I choose to embrace my flaws. I choose to accept my mistakes. Today, I choose to change. I choose to be better. I choose to move for- ward. I choose to guard my soul. Today, I choose to be brave. I choose to say no when saying yes hurts. Today, I choose to be wise. I choose to walk away from places I don't belong. I choose to embrace my time. For all that is timeless is precious. All that is precious is unique. All that is unique is dif- ferent. And all that is different is beautiful. Today, I choose to be beautiful.

I hope you find what you're looking for out there. I hope you find the kind of happiness that exists on your own terms. I hope you truly take the time to fig- ure out what moves you, what encourages your soul, what you deeply crave from life, and I hope you have the courage to chase that. I hope you have the courage to believe that you are deserving of everything you de- sire, that you are capable and worthy of curating the kind of life for yourself that sparks something within you. You have a fire inside of you-I hope you never let convenience, or comfort, or the easiness of stand- ing still put it out. I hope you show the world what you can do with all of that passion inside of you. I hope you find the kind of love that makes you a softer person. The kind of love that makes you want to be a better man or woman, the kind of love that believes in you and supports you, that stands by your side. I hope you find someone who quickly becomes your favourite thing-someone who makes the fall less fearful, someone you can't help but choose every single day. I hope you find someone who shows you just how deeply you can feel, just how deeply you can love. I hope you find something real, because nothing is more beautiful than loving someone who loves you back. Nothing is more beautiful than loving someone who builds you a home in their heart.

THE MOON Moon had always been my best friend When I searched for stars It had been the companion That always followed my car I found peace in its beauty When my mind was at war It's my 3 a.m. partner That knows all the reasons for my scars It always feels like home Even though it's too far It's dark and quiet there And the place is bizarre It was always close to me Every time I fell apart It knows all my feelings And what's inside my heart It was always with me From the very start

You Must Set Boundaries. I want you to understand that setting boundaries is like giving yourself a special gift. It's not about pushing people away; it's about making room for true connections and protecting your own happiness. Life is a journey, and along the way, you'll come across different energies. Some will lift you up and make your journey richer, while others might drain your spirit. By creating boundaries, you're actively choosing who and what gets access to your heart. It's not always easy, and you might feel mixed emotions like guilt or fear. But remember, setting boundaries shows courage. It's a way of saying that your well-being is important and your heart deserves to be surrounded by warmth and understanding.

Do you want to let go or keep holding on until it takes over your life? I know it's not easy to let go of something or someone that really means a lot to you. But until when? Until when will you hold onto things that bring you sadness, overwhelm, pain, and hurt? Until when will you let it? Until it really destroys you and your life?! Ohh no!! Don't let that happen, please!! Saying goodbye takes courage. Letting go requires strength. Take a look at yourself. Consider your well-being. Do it for yourself. Have the courage and strength to save yourself!!

I've tried to be patient with certain people, hoping they would change their hurtful behavior and understand my feelings. I always forgave them and waited for a positive change, but it never happened. It feels like I just wasted my time waiting for their behavior to change. I realized that sometimes it's necessary to just let go of people who continue to hurt us, drain our energy, and bring more stress into our lives. We need to stop trying to make things work when they're clearly not working.

It's alright if today feels heavy and lacking in joy. Every day doesn't have to be bursting with happiness for your life to be meaningful. Feeling low doesn't define your worth, and moments of uncertainty don't signify defeat. You are worthy of happiness and all the positive experiences life has to offer, even during tough times. There will come a day, perhaps when you least expect it, when you'll discover moments of beauty amid the challenges you face. Keep moving forward, holding onto hope, and believing in brighter days ahead.

Many times, people mention missing the old me, the one who always put them first, even at the expense of my own well-being. I used to be too hard on myself, but not anymore! They wonder why I've changed so much and why I'm not as available as before. Things are different now. I've learned to prioritize my own well-being and set boundaries. I've learned to love myself and put myself first, even if others don't understand or dislike it.

When you're going through tough times, it can feel like everything is too much to handle. You might feel lost and overwhelmed, and that's okay to admit. But here's the thing: even the darkest nights eventually turn into bright mornings. Just like how night doesn't last forever, your hard times won't last forever either. There's hope ahead, waiting to shine through and bring a new beginning. Remember, tough times don't define you. You're stronger than you think, and you have the power to overcome anything life throws your way. Hold on to hope, because better days are on their way.

May 10, 2024 at 12:14 AM It's always important for you to choose the right people in your life. Choose those who know how to value your feelings, and who makes an effort to make you happy. Choose those who are afraid to hurt you, and those who would never give up on you. Spend time with the ones who make you feel loved. You'll realize how important you are when you're surrounded by people who can see your worth. People like them will help you heal from your silent battles. They will help you grow as a person, and they will teach you how to love yourself more. Spend your time with the ones who are genuinely rooting for your healing. They are the kind of people who will give you reasons to live. They are the ones who will give you strength when you're about to give up. Believe me, the more you spend time with the right people, the more you'll realize that you deserve the best things in the world. People like them will teach you not to settle for less because they will show you how to treat you right. They will make you feel enough, and they will always make you feel validated. But most importantly, they are the ones that will make your life more bearable.